8 hours and and halo still burning strong 😇

I have never felt my house this peaceful...my roommate and I were very nauseous up until I lit the candle then It went away as soon as I did...so so far since lighting it I notice I have my moments where I am really happy and I’m dancing around the whole house singing at the top of my lungs and getting into a deep laughter which I haven’t done in a long time then I have my moments where I am tired and I just want to lay down and not talk at all.....I haven’t had a appetite in days and I’m sooo hungry finally!!! Also the first few hours of lighting it I had a lot of anxiety but that went away after a few hours.....my roommate has been playing music all day from a playlist on YouTube and every song that came on has been a song that has brought me back to happy times from back then I love old school hip hop and r&b 🥰......another thing I noticed is my best friend died last year and the song “my boo” by nelly was our song!! since she’s passed away I haven’t been able to listen to the song at all I had to turn it off instantly because it hurt too much it’s on right now and I’m not sad about it anymore!!! I’m thinking about her but not in a depressed way if that makes sense it’s like I finally came to terms that she is gone and it’s okay I will find her in our next lifetime and I know and feel her watching over me everyday....so far halo is already starting to do so much and it’s only been a few hours!! I plan on keeping it lit throughout the night! I can’t wait to see how I feel in the morning I’m ready to be out of this depression that I’ve been under for more than a year now and I know I am going to be happy again very soon I feel it 💪🏽🙌🏽🖤