So I’m in the process of a breakup that has lasted for months because we still lived with each other. Since the beginning my love has been pure and for them well they don’t know what it means to love. There was lies, smoke and mirrors ALOT of narcissism activity. I was planning a life and they were planning their escape like I had them in a prison. Anyway they took a toll on me. We are now in 2 different spaces and the day it happened I got sick, felt like a stress cold (pocket that).
Now I’ve lit Bella before and the impact has ever been so strong. Maybe because my intentions weren’t. But this morning I was going to light sweeting but something told me to light Bella. I set up everything and I couldnt bring myself to light it. I sat next to it and this overwhelming feeling of wanting to be better and not be in this space anymore and wanting to feel more confident and solid in my life and just getting back to me!
The tears just came and came and came! Next thing I know I’m talking out loud of what I want and need (mine you I still haven’t lite the candle). Nose was just running like water. Just a full on release of the sickness, the tension, the cloudiness, just everything. I’m talking out loud to God, my angels, my ancestors, and got damn it the not so good spirits to leave me alone lol
I look up and the glass of water next to the candle is covered from the bottom to the top in bubbles!! I’m like okay they heard me :) then I was able to write out my petition light Bella and chant!
:) I don’t know if Bella was the reason for release but honey I feel amazing! 🥰
I love this 💛