My first testimony

I am new to the Conjure family and at the beginnings of exploring a deeper level of understanding and connecting with spirituality and ancestry. Let me just say this, my life had been falling apart from every direction for the last few years.,I just couldn’t seem to catch a break. I was having a really, really rough break down one day and went to You tube with the intent to search for meditation apps to try and snap out of my depression. The Conjure Family channel was there among the first few videos (without my even putting anything in search yet) and when I checked it out (out of curiosity) I knew this path was purposeful and with intent from someone watching over me. There are many things I need to work on both internally and externally to rediscover myself and it is my utmost desire to take control of my life.One area that has really been draining me is a broken marriage hanging on by a thread. I love my husband and I’ve been fighting for us for the last two years - but It feels like a losing battle. Constant arguing, trust issues ( both ways- mine with valid reasons) - resentment-bitterness- feeling alone and empty despite being under the same roof! I have the divorce papers filled out. This is what happened to me this week since burning un-hex on Monday and Thursday burning Halo ( first two candles in my beginners bundle) and using the aura Eriss body cream… My husband ( who usually maintains a standoffish, gruff defensive demeanor in my presence seemed to be in an upbeat mood around me ( rare)- as my Halo candle was burning over the course of several hours, he called me to just say hi and check in during his work day, he called me on his way home from work to let me know he was going to pick up dinner, and was hoping to talk a little before he had to turn in for an early work day tomorrow. I was nervous, because - one- he never has anything to talk about when he comes in from work or lately at all - two-hadn’t called me just to say hi, during his work day, in a very long time, and three- he made a gesture ( bringing home dinner) something he also hasn’t done in a long time. He comes in, he’s upbeat, happy. he starts talking about wanting to sit down and make plans to get the house fixed up (I’ve wanted a remodel for a few years ) and getting rid of a lot of unnecessary things and “declutter”around the house, and planning things out together. WOW It may not seem like much to an outsider but if you were a fly on the wall in this house … just whew! My initial desires were focused on helping my marriage and I haven’t even started that spiritual requests. This gives me hope. I know there needs to be intent and purpose in every step so I’m taking it slow and deliberate. This is so real for me. The spirit guides are with me on this.. and through your work i have confirmation. Thank you so very much Ms. LaLa!! You are a REAL one ( I feel all of your energy every time I engage on your page). Cant wait to do this journey as part of the Conjure Family!!!