UnHex made me feel very clear about what I want in life and where I've failed in the past. The next morning, I really wanted to work out an clean my room! Hadn't done that in months! And suddenly I was very sensitive, crying over everything 🤣 y'all warned me but I was NOT prepared! The black soot was EPIC even though I cleaned it often. The whole candle was black, even the wax. Like it was telling me "ok mijita, you really gotta get to that Healing candle!". This candle also had me surrounded by spirits, it felt really nice, like leaning on a warm wall. One of the spirits even answered a few questions. By the third day I felt like my old self again, with so much joy! Less shy, funnier, like I got my mojo back. Call me crazy, but I thought I even looked a bit different.
Then came the CRAZY purge, a panic attack, and a lesson about having Spirit's perspective on things. Then I found an amazing Rabbi on YouTube and I swear it was like Spirit was speaking through him!!! The lessons were so on point, like "turn the snake of death into the snake of life" I mean... he was definitely talking about the hex I was undoing! By then the candle felt like a close friend, we'd cried together, laughed together, and I was sad when it stopped making noise, and the flame became tinier, until it went out on its own. Peacefully. This candle was life changing, its messages were loud and clear and it kept sending me messages days after it went out. One day, a door closed behind me. Messages were THAT literal. Oh, and... one interesting side-effect was that I got super horny BUT my fantasies were healthy, no bad memories, no thoughts of exes 😉 My sexuality feeling mine again was nothing short of PRICELESS, oh and best. orgasms. eveeerrrrr!!! After disposal, I fell asleep and woke up feeling powerful, like I had a new toy I couldn't wait to play with.
Honestly, I felt sooo good that I didn't feel like I needed to do Halo so soon, but then I thought there's no such thing as too much of a good thing, so...
Halo had me crying right away 😳 The music I played brought back memories, it made me think about the kind of love I want: good love, healthy love. Halo had me making some lifestyle changes, because it made me think maybe I should start doing what I'd do if I already had that kind of love in my life. During one of the burns, I found a new ancestor with an amazing story. I still don't know what she's trying to teach me.
With Halo I felt happy. I got used to feeling happy all day every day. But it didn't feel as dramatic as UnHex... that candle changed me completely. To me, Halo was about love. Some times I even felt IN love. The good stuff. You know, the comfort, the safety, feeling like you've found the right place for you. It was beautiful. I'd forgotten what that was like. Love feels possible again. Oh and then I got two new clients after my business had been slooow for a while. So, love, money, and a new ancestor. Not bad at all!
I saved part of Halo for later because UnHex told me to do Healing. I had the candle sequence all planned out but Spirits just laughed at my plans. And if I'm not going to listen to them, then what's the point?
Healing (the normal one, not XL) burned super quick, it lasted 16 hours. Funny how with no candle = I'm awake until 4-5am easily. But with candle = boom! sleepy by midnight. Healing was also about my idea of love, what I feel I'm worthy of getting. Love how these candles can be so different but they also work together to re-align you and prepare you. Also they make you FEEL the stuff, so all messages are very clear.
With this candle I was able to think about some traumatic moments in my past, things I had avoided thinking about. Well, it was funny because I felt NOTHING and right away my mind got distracted with other things 🙂 Lesson: it's not about whether you think of stuff or not, or a person, it's HOW you think about them that matters. This candle is powerful! Small but it packs a punch. Had me thinking "sure, it's a bummer when people leave, but you know what? the good ones are staying. It's only the bad ones, the liars, that are leaving your life. Worry when the good people leave, THEN it means you're doing something wrong."
I lit Mars right after the Day of the Dead, so my ancestors were still around. I FELT SO LOVED it made me cry. My petition included "protect me from self-harm" as in harmful thoughts, wanting things that won't be good for me. Let me just say I'm no longer thinking about having plastic surgery. Love looking at photos, but yeah not for me. I also didn't feel like checking the news or social media. I no longer fantasized about saying that perfect comeback to such and such. Then the election results came in and I took that as a message of hope, like "things won't be as bad as they could have been". I got rid of an ex's stuff. But then there's this other ex... I learned I should appreciate him much more. I felt so grateful to him. Healing still doing its thing, I guess.
Today I couldn't remember a cousin's name. My petitions included getting rid of harmful thoughts, negative thoughts, bad memories. Turns out my cousin shares the same name with a person who hurt me very deeply. And now I realize I hadn't thought about this bad person or what they did to me ALL DAY LONG!!! This is one of my wishes coming true :)
Things are still happening, and I hope the movement never stops! Just wanted to share with you how absolutely life changing these candles are 😘 Sometimes you don't even know what you need until Spirit sits you down and tells it like it is. With love. Sweet as Lala's voice. That's what these candles do.
If you're scared of feeling the spirits, let me tell you, you'll be missing them and asking them to come back all the time! ☺️ You really are in the arms of angels. Gotta trust them and let them show you what they need to show you.
Can't wait to light my next one!
Beautiful thanks for sharing
So beautiful and potent. Thank you for sharing your journey with us. Many blessing to you.
Very encouraging. Thank u for sharing
Thank you for sharing!
Update - I haven't done any other candle yet, but this week I'll be starting a new side job!!! It's very well paid and in a few months I'll be able to move to the city of my dreams, look into paying off student loans... feels like a new beginning, like I'm ready to make some MAJOR dreams come true. Just priceless ☺
This is a beautiful testament! Thank you for sharing!
The journey is real 🤣😅🥴🥰