1st order is on the way!

My Jan 9th order is coming! I placed my second order about a week ago, I have one more order to place then I’ll be good. I don’t plan on starting anything until probably March. My original intent I’ve since scrapped...I’m going to do some self work first then at that point I’ll decide where i want to go from there. For whatever reason, things have taken a positive turn...slowly which I appreciate, but my focus has rerouted to just myself for the time being. I’ll let whatever happens happen in my love life and if I have to burn then I will, but honestly I’m torn. It’s like I do but I don’t....if that even makes sense lol just be patient y’all they’ll come when they’re supposed to.