I did the consultation and my results were 4th pentacle of Saturn (to breakup his current relationship, 6th pentacle of Mars (for protection), then Lover's Return.
My first order came today..yay!!! I'm so excited. But I think I messed up when I ordered it asked if booklet was needed (for repeat clients) I interpreted it as "only repeat clients needed the booklet. I ordered and paid for the booklet and I'm still lost and confused. I don't know what I'm suppose to say, where to set the candles up, do i do them at a certain time, should I do when I'm home alone. Somebody Please Guide Me.
(the lover is my ex/bd. he is a liar and a habitual cheater. he has a lot of childhood trauma that he carries...backstory:I knew his sister 1st (we were coworkers-2010 ) and she would say "I wish I could introduce you to my brother J you will be really good for him.) Years later (2012) I was working somewhere else and people use to always talk negative about J and discuss J's personal business (fake ppl). I still not knowing who J is or what J looks like used to tell them how they were wrong & f'ed up for doing that (defend him/correct their actions this would go on for about month until I was able to change my seat). Then one night I'm at a red light a car is blowing to get my attention she goes "hey u work at ....have u met my brother J yet" I said "No, but I have heard about him, I'm sorry for what ur family is going through) As all of this is going on there is a guy there I'm attracted to-even told my cousin and best friend that worked there "i'm going to marry him & have all of his babies" but I never had any conversation and still don't know his name. My friend convinces me that next time I see him I should say HI. When I did see him he was attempting to make hot tea in a sprite bottle and I just happen to have some honey and lemon juice, I offered, he used it, and no one was allowed to touch/use my honey and lemon juice after. Time goes on my seat is changed once again to the same area where the fake ppl and the same cycle continues. BUT THEN one day my cousin comes up to me getting ready to leave and she says "alright i'm about to go say bye to my friend J since he's right down there" I go "who the heck is J i'm so sick and tired abut hearing about J who is he" she points to him...ya'll I'm telling you it was like time just stopped " I was like that's him, the one who i'm having all of his babies, he's my husband, he's my love, the honey, tea, lemon man." she cracked up and then properly introduced us.
I APOLOGIZE for the long post, but I just want him-honest, healed, monogamous...all the things that I know/ see in him. I do have a 2nd and 3rd order-devotion bundle, all of the eriss, ahari, healing xl, pure bundle, power, good fortune xl.
If someone can just give me a beginners outline because there are other things I would like besides him: be committed to working out/eating better, I want to be able to more patient with my children..Thank You in advance