Bad dreams, odd occurrences with Mars?! The color red! Please help!

Please bear with me!! Okay y’all! So I lit GF And DA initially great results now I decided to do lovers return and I’m trying to do it the rt way unhex, halo, healing, sweetening on fri I was going to do 4POV but I had a surprise visitor I figured I’ll do 4 POS and sure enough they returned back again smh not sure if it was a sign or what bc tht Sunday my baby’s dad and i got into it bad and he even broke my protection bracelet so yest I lit Mars. Things felt good and positive. However, I had another visitor which is highly unusual. FYI I don’t be having ppl come into my house like tht. I buzzed him in bc I thought it was the delivery man. He came looking for my bd. Smh anywho Last night I wake up in panic from a nightmare 1st I had a dream tht my baby d and i was plotting on some LV bags but there were cameras tht our neighbors had up and we weren’t trying to incriminate ourselves soon we go towards the living room and see two men in our apt. They broke in. I almost felt like I was frozen and couldn’t move the way I wanted to and my bd was not doing much to get at them bc he was focused on the LV bags Now this was very alarming bc in the last 2-3 weeks we had two different occurrences one time some “drug addict” attempted to break in my building complex and cracked part of our glass doors. It was captured on camera my neighbor had the footage but she didn’t want to take it to the police. We did anyway. 2nd time someone broke in and took her sons 400 dollar scooter tht was left in the hallway. I didn’t think anything of all this till last night. Okay so now i drift off to sleep I have a dream of my ex. In the dream he was pronounced dead. Turns out his dad and him were play fighting and his dad struck a nerve in his lower extremities with a stick. I saw him shake then pass out. Which later resulted into a bad cough and affected him to the point of death. I was completely devastated. In disbelief. Thinking how will I be able to go without him and even thinking well at least I won’t be afraid of death as I now have someone I look forward to seeing again 😫 I was looking through his current gf ig which she had a ig tribute i saw many pictures and videos they were wearing red in most of the pictures and my family were in the background of some of them. In tht moment I realized and knew he was always thinking of me and was never over me. I went to a gathering they had for him and I became agitated I saw his gf was wearing a bright red bodysuit, being loud, extra and obnoxious with very little regard to the death of her bf except tht she is now left with no one to marry she was standing near the door I gave her a very nasty belittling look and excused myself. Everything went quite and all eyes were on us for tht tension filled second. I remember thinking after him and I didn’t even say our last goodbyes to each other and knew he would visit me in a dream and thts when I woke up. This was 3:14am Shortly after 3:34 am I wake up to my dog whimpering and practically crying out. I’m assuming he’s also having nightmares. I wake up chill for a bit then go back to sleep now I have a dream of my family and I in a car suddenly man is pointing a big ass gun towards us and shooting. We all duck but somehow he ends up shooting my mother which was in the front seat I see the wound with red blood dripping from her chest. 😢😭 she seems weak but she’s not dead He throws what he thinks is an empty rifle as a slap in the face I grab it and shoot him in the face but it’s not enough to cause much damage and there’s only one bullet so as I try to shoot again I realize it’s empty.