Crazy how things happen

So. . . I have be stressing out about how some of my candles came and some did not. This is NOT about shipping or anything, this is strictly about how things come to you when you're aligned. Anyway, I ordered the Crown of success bundle FIRST. Mind you, I haven't done a soul purge nor have I purchased Halo at this time. So time is just going by and by while I'm waiting for my order, right? More time goes by and I'm still waiting😕. Now I'm like, damn auntie, where my "babies" at?😅 So I get on IG to mind my own business and boom!!Tt Lala pop up😂. And yes, I get BACK on the site and order more stuff because I know she's the truth! Although I'm ordering more candles I'm still on edge because my other order haven't came. The candles I recently ordered were Healing, Crossroads, and Ahari. One day I got home from school and I saw a box from Lala. I thought it was the Crown of success bundle. But guess what ya'll?!?!?!?!?!!! It was the Healing, Crossroads, and Ahari candles!!!! I was shocked because I ordered them last. I have YET to burn anyone of the candles. . . Now, here is what's been going on with me. Lately I have been so irritated, anger, sad, happy, stressed and just all over the place. EVERYTHING has been setting me off. I have even been constantly emailing the orderissue email. So here we are today, September 23,2020. I'm sitting here smoking my herds, enjoying the sun, and I realized why I received my orders the way I did AND why my spirit didn't allow me to burn the ones that were sent. It wasn't because of shipping. I don't know how to explain it but I feel like the spirits, ancestors or whomever you want to call them knew I needed to work on somethings before I received these blessings. I took those sets of candles that came as a sign to cleanse and do some self healing. So I ordered Halo and a few other things. I really feel like someone put a message in a tiny bottle and sent it to me because I KNOW that if I would have received Crown of success FIRST, it would have been well lit🤣🤣