So this afternoon I felt called to light my Legba candle. I felt a very intense calling like i better do it today. So I set up my offerings which I have been gathering for a while and set it up. Started to burned the candle. I played some roots. Music calling to him. While the music played, i felt myself swaying and falling into rhythms of dance that seemed natural but i never studied. Then i kneeled on front of my alter. I felt myself crying and asking for forgiveness for turning my back on them when they first called to me years ago. I felt scolded, i cried from the turmoil i had been experiencing over the last 15years. I asked for forgiveness out loud. I began to feel better. I started to dance again, this time I felt like I had a partner dancing with me. Slowly i came to realize that i was being told that i had hurt them. I had hurt their feelings and they were displeased. I knew at the same time that i had been forgiven. That he needed me to know that i didn’t have to worry. He would be there, to provide. I could hear myself negotiating or explaining my fears and my whys and i felt the laugh, and the acknowledgement that he did that in their displeasure. But if i trusted them, all would be ok. I have felt such a huge comfort. There are some moments where tears come, but they feel like cleansing tears. Thank you! Aiyibobo!
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Did you pay respects first since his day is Saturday? If so, do you mind sharing how?
Amazing! I hope to experience something like that when I receive my Legba candle!! 🖤🖤
Wow!! Blessings to u sis. 🙌🏼