Growth (sorry so long)

2016 I was homeless

2017 staying with my sister so really still homeless but had a job that I worked hard to save up 15k and then I got into a relationship we started getting serious and before I knew it i was getting a 3 br 2 full bathroom finished basement 1.5 car garage full fenced in yard family house fully furnished the house and got a car but I was in love with a man that is a compulsive liar he wined and dined me bought me flowers jus because and made sure he treated my kids like they were his own to only find out that he was still married (told me he was in a process for divorce) and then I accepted more lies on y he couldn’t divorce her and stayed 🤦🏾‍♀️ 2018 I found out I was pregnant the moment he found out I was pregnant and had a high risk pregnancy so I couldn’t work HE STARTED SEEING ANOTHER WOMAN AND WITHIN A COUPLE DAYS MOVED OUT leaving me with every bill you could name and with a high risk pregnancy December 28 2018 I gave birth to our daughter and yes I still hawked him down to make sure he was present even though he ghosted me the whole pregnancy 2 days later our daughter dies I slip into depression and he tells me this is what’s going to make us stronger and he’s never leaving my side 3 months later I’m pregnant again and 2 months later he’s gone and my baby stop growing and had to be surgically removed he comes back gets me pregnant again and November of last year I gave birth to a healthy beautiful girl and named her RAIN (rainbow baby) HIS CURRENT GIRLFRIEND THE ONE HE WAS BACK AND FORTH IN BETWEEN US IS A NUT CASE SHE HAS PUT MY DECEASED BABIES ON HER PAGE LIKE THEY ARE HERS STATING SHE MISSES THEM SHE WANTED HIM TO PICK BETWEEN MY BABY AND HER AND SHE HAS PUT RAIN ON HER FACEBOOK SAYING HE NEED TO GET A DNA TEST JUS BEING ALL OUT DISRESPECTFUL SO I BOUGHT THE HEX CANDLE AT THIS POINT I WAS OVER EVERYTHING HIS WIFE WAS TELLING PEOPLE MY BABY DESERVED TO DIE BECAUSE I WAS MESSING WITH A MARRIED MAN AND A BUNCH OF OTHER STUFF! I DID UNHEX HALO AND HEALING AND I NEVER USED THE HEX CANDLE I TOSSED IT THEM 3 CANDLES CHANGED MY HEART MIND AND BODY I COULDNT HATE THEM PEOPLE FOR THE THINGS I ALLOWED AND I KNOW KARMA COMES AROUND SO ILL JUS RATHER WORK ON ME AND THATSSSS GROOWTHHHH