Healing candle

I was really unsure on what candle to start with I done my halo first, but I just still wasn't satisfied, then I said well let me do loyalty candle on my guy still wasn't satisfied then I got that healing and lite it up and chanted and that's the candle I needed to start with started crying and my whole body just goes numb I can't explain the feeling but it's so calming I'm going to be healed from everything that I been holding on to thanks la la