Hurting Of My Heart /Soul.

Here goes my story. I was with my ex for 11yrs. In the last 3yrs i got cancer. Went through Cancer Treatment which left me with many side effects both physically and mentally. There was also other outside interferences/people destroying us even further. I believe in us. It pains me to my very being that this happened to us. We have not talked since Dec 2020. I did the bring ex back bundle along with healing, halo, mars and un-hex back in March 2021. With the candles per instructions i did the messages i wanted the candles to receive. Asking to have my ex-back with our relationship stronger than before with no outside interferences. I blew them out forgetting about them needing to be snuffed out instead. I felt good but then got impatient 😪. I went online and got the so called "casters" to do spells. I think i have messed everything up. I had work done by @Chaela Bre of UnHex and also Soul Purging. Then got rituals from @The Conjure (Lala) July 12th 2021(Legba Vodou Rite) got approval from him to work with (Erzulie Freda Vodou Rite) on July 16th 2021. In between i had gotten(Mercury Solomonic Rites | Blockbuster) July 14th 2021. In the meantime after these rites were done, I got a text asking if someone can call me later from a number I did not have as she had her number changed. Responded back with " Ummm Who's this?" No response. I called a few days later and no answer so i left a voice mail. Few days after I left a hearfelt text message if it was her and also sorry if it wasn't. No response back. I feel it inside that it was her but either she text intending to talk and then changed her mind after. If it was not her i would think whoever it was would say sorry wrong number atleast. I have not called or text the number again yet and have gotten no rresponses. Before the rituals were done i had ordered candles Un-Hex, Halo, Crossroads, Healing XL, Mars, Bring Ex-Back bundle and 2nd Pentacle of Mercury. These candles came after the rituals and I lit them in Oct 2021 performing it all correctly with pictures of her under the candles(burning petitions and pictures after candle burning times) and snuffing them\disposal of which was trashes away from the home. Each candle was lit 12hrs mininum. I believe in the spirits and their work. I am not getting impatient this time around. For the past few days memories of us and such have been on my mind a lot lately. Both good and sad. Looking to you all and the spirits on anything to be said or responses. Much love to everyone and many blessings.