Hey ya'll, I've been driving myself crazy with this situation and I don't know what to do... So I met this guy at my University last summer and we really hit it off. It took a while for me to come around because of my past with guys. But he really proved me wrong. The only thing is by the end of the summer I had to leave the state to work some internships my Fall semester. But I told myself if it was meant to be it'll be, and during my time in LA we still kept in touch, At the end of my last semester, I was excited to go home to continue on with what it could be. But it was hard, I started getting super shy and awkward around him. And he was working a lot, so I barely got to see him as much as I would like. I thought we would be dating by now but so far my goal and this year has gone to trash. I graduated and moved back to the city with my parents while he was still at our university in another town. Now that lockdown has come to an end, he's moving back with his parents to a neighboring state before he starts law school. I'm really sad, I wish I could've been more open/courageous, more intuned with my feelings, and communicated my feelings better. Is there any specific candles, recommendations for the distance that's about to happen? Something that will promote communication, fearlessness about my feelings, and help me with my awkwardness/shyness?
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