Mind the business that pays you...

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So without going into too many details, I came across Lala and the Conjure family around October 2020. At the time I had about $15K in debt with no way to pay it. On top of that I was steadily hemorrhaging money. I would get paid and literally be broke within days, if not the SAME day. Mind you I make good money and have not be out of work at all during this pandemic. I decided to throw all my eggs into this one basket, cause that’s literally the only option I have left. I got the Conjure academy, EVERY money ritual and cleanse, every money candle… You name it, I did it. It seemed like the situation was getting worse. By December, I needed $30k and was going to be taken to court over $20K of it. I was seeing some movement though, just not what I was expecting. I just kept on doing the work because, like I said, I had nothing left. I started to see more movement, like $2500 here, $5/600 there. I was able to pay off some small bills and get my finances got back under control, so I wasn’t walking around with a hole in my pocket, but it was still not what I needed. They push the date back for the legal action to the beginning of February 2021. I took at that as movement and kept on working. February comes and still no money, but they pushed the date back again until April. I keep on working. During meditation one day, I received a download telling me exactly what to do. Like day by day, what to do, what to burn when, what to say…. I ended up having a candle burning in my house for 24 hours a day for 15 straight days. My sister takes me to Vegas last week and I’m thinking surely, I’m going to win at least $30K right…. WRONG! I won like $800. So I get home and I’m like okay where’s this money going to come from, because I can’t get sued. I have a clearance and could lose my job. I’m not going to lie, but I low key felt like a dummy because I did everything right and it didn’t work. Well a couple of days after I get home the company calls me and offers to “forgive” the balance and we both (the company and I) would agree to not pursue legal action in the future. I’m like that’s odd, but send me the paperwork. I get the paperwork and sure enough that’s what it says. I have a lawyer in my building look over it and he reaches out to the company and finds out the person handling my account, mishandled my account from start to finish and it would cheaper for the company to forgive my debt than to have to fight it out legally, but not really worth me pursing either. I get that taken care of, but I’m still looking for the $30K lump sum & thinking my conjure didn’t work. For DAYS I went on like this. Then it finally hit me that I got exactly what I conjured for, just not HOW I was expecting it. My pastor always says., “The ‘how’ is not your business.” Let this be a reminder to us all, especially me, that our job is to set & focus on the intention. The “HOW” is NOT your business.