Ok so I had unhex ceremony done from soul purge, last Friday the 12th, for myself & one for my bf of 4.5 yrs. I was definitely feeling things from it just from purchasing it days before the ceremony. The night of the ceremony, we are always on Fridays with family for Shabbat dinner at the parents house & stay the night & leave the evening of Shabbat, sat. Of course it usually involves drinking & merriment, but I didn’t drink since I knew the ceremony was going to happen & I wanted to be aware & my body to be clean. He didn’t know about the ceremony so he went about his Friday per the usual lol. I did not really feel anything the night of the ceremony, I was very calm though, however my bf was acting a little hot & cold, but he was drinking & I was sober lol🙄. I was very tired the first 2-3 days, around day3 or 4 he was saying his body was sore like he had worked out hard, last night I crashed hard and fast on the couch out of no where. I was wide awake watching tv with him & reading things on the forum here and there on my phone. Suddenly I was waking up & he was still watching tv and I hadn’t realized I crashed. Then I crashed again lol, this time I woke up at 4am on the couch by myself because he went to bed & couldn’t wake me, he always tries to wake me first. When I fell back asleep after moving to the bed was maybe 4:30am. Woke at around 8:15am to start getting ready for work, I had dreamt but couldn’t remember everything. I’m just not sure how to interpret it. I had sleep paralysis, which I used to get all the time throughout my whole life, but haven’t in a long time. terrible scary feeling & always a dark figure standing over me somewhat from the corner behind me over my shoulder, I’m always trying to scream or move & cannot & it is so frustrating! It’s like I’m trapped in my body because I can see everything around me laying there in bed, I can see the room around me and the person next to me, in real time, so if they are awake and seeing me sleep, I see that...happened with one bf, I could see him looking at me trying to figure out if I was OK since I was whimpering and making noises in my sleep. Now, this morning I asked bf when he woke up about 20min after me, if he dreamt last night at all, he said no, asked why, I said I saw him twitching a bit in his sleep in these last 20min before he had awaken. Then about another 20min later, he asked me again why I asked, I said again the reason, I asked why you asking again, he said because now he remembers he did dream a little. I think he was still in waking up process when I asked him first time lol. I also told him that I dreamt as well & was curious if he did. His dream was same kinda, just said was like he felt restriction, was trying to move but couldn’t. He asked if I remember mine & if I remember him rubbing me cheek trying to calm me because he woke from the noises & movement I was making in my sleep, TWICE he said! Like around 6am & another time after that! I was not aware of that & was surprised, he said I did wake up & went back to sleep. In my dream I remember seeing him laying in bed next to me, the room around us though was not the current nor was it one I recognize, it was like cabin, quilted blankets on the bed, a home made of wood outside and inside, wood cabin walls for sure. I do remember 2 dogs in the bed pawing at me trying to help me, to wake me up from my paralysis. we have 2 dogs, but they don’t get in the bed. The other thing I remember from the dream is walking down very large open wide type hall, not complete darkness, not bright, dim, like If was underground, I got a submarine type vibe from the way it was lit, but would have to be like a really massive vessel the way it was spacious. I was walking down the hall with someone, don’t know who, they were not visible, rounded a corner to the right, on the left was a door, a metal vault door with the center wheel you turn to open, they led me to this door & guided me inside, dimly lit with a red light in there. then it addresses me to peek out door as its slowly closing, showing me that someone is walking by that we were in there to hide from, the person walking by I think was me. The door closed quietly like we were hiding & just needed to wait patiently. I was alone visually, but it felt like I was with a guide, like I was being guided, idk, I didn’t seem worried or nervous about that guided energy that was with me, but I was worried about being in a room with the red light, for some reason I wasn’t sure if that was good or bad, I felt a little unsure that I was going to be ok in there. This is all I can remember right now, the paralysis part when I was trying to scream/move, & the usual shadowy figure over my shoulder, I can’t remember if it was before or after the hallway and room situation, but I think it may have been prior, because I feel like the last thing I remember before waking up was being in the red room waiting. There’s another small part that I remember, but I feel like I need to remember it some more before I realize how to express it into words. Also, I have a vague recollection of the dark figure showing its face to me, it was mischievous and grinning, resembled like a theatrical mask in that expressive form, like he was showing me that expression to show me he’s not worried & he’s still having fun. I need some insight here, I do not want to believe that I am stuck with a negative entity, I would like to think that there’s actually a different sign here. This is my first time doing any of this, I came across Lala’s page on IG in January & dove right into joining the forum, following all of them on IG, watching the YouTube show, & reading reading reading on their pages & the forum. First thing I purchased was unhex, of course I felt I needed to start there, it drew me to think it was exactly what I needed. It crossed my mind that I may have even had a generational curse on me because ever since I was young I dealt with a lot of depression, sadness, negativity, things not working out for me, thoughts of not wanting to live, etc. don’t get me wrong, there has been also lots of happiness, joyfulness & some things that DID work out for me. I’m just waiting for my recent order to ship from the sale, I got intense halo/mars coming in there and I think I really need it.
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