Protection/Mars

I was debating which candle too use for this full moon. But Mars called out my name so I lit her. I cleansed my area with a palo santo and a sage. I proceeded too light her up. She kept going off 😔 and off repeatedly and it wasnt because off the wick because I've used smaller candles and I realized it was that but Mars had a long wick and I was sad the spirits werent supporting my request.. so i tried it one more time I lit her she was high and continued too low so it can turn off.. I then closed my eyes and instead off chanting I poured my heart out literally... I said a few things I wanted protected so bad my family my son my home and my self, including my heart and soul bc I know I'm imperfect and sometimes I have bad intentions and I asked the spirits too please protect my family if I didnt deserve it but I know I'm a good human and I love them dearly and I swear I'm not lying but the flame went super high and then I started chanting really excited. I'm so happy they accepted too protect me and my home with my family. Sometimes they need too hear you being sincere and not just requesting what you want sometimes they want you too show you appreciate them. Just wanted too share this because I'm super thankful Mars is still on 💜💜💜