Hi family, I wasn't going to post this, but I said why not it may help someone. I burned my 5th POM & Crossroads to remove blockages and open doors. Prior to that I had interviewed for a higher position at my company. I just KNEW that I was going to get it. Like why wouldn't I? In my opinion, I'm the shit and I'm damn good at what I do!! So I asked a young lady if she had heard back that I knew applied also and she said yes, they told her that they were still interviewing, hmmmm but I had heard nothing..... But OK... I received an email last Friday that said NO THANK YOU! My EGO was hurt! I was mad AF, like that SOB just didn't like me! I'm the most qualified for the position, this is some B.S. But after I calmed down, I realized what candles I burned.... Then I was like WTF!! I'm in my own way!! I am extremely confident, however that shit can be overkill if you're not humble!! No one in my circle has ever called me on it! My Director reached out to me and literally told me that I was the most qualified, however the enthusiasm and follow up from the other candidate is what set us apart. It hit me like a ton of bricks! We scheduled a meeting to talk this past Thursday, however before that I did shed a few tears and was like damn, what kind of friends do I have that won't call me out on certain shit? MESSAGE TO MYSELF, everyone ain't your friend and everyone doesn't want to see you succeed!! When I met with my Director, we had a phenomenal conversation to say the least and she told me things to tweak and was like like I know that you are going to go far with this company. Moral of this post..... Be open to Spirit, you may be your own issue and if you are be humble enough to get the f^ck out of your own way and stop pointing the fingers at others.
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