Hey everyone :) I have anxiety disorder and had a rough time recently. I felt so grateful to find Lala and her candles. I'd been feeling much better since new year, and kept putting off using the candles because I was scared I'd do it wrong or at the wrong time, or somehow mess things up as they were so good. The anxiety can make it hard for me to trust and to feel my intuition and true feelings. Recently I have been working very hard and have been close to burning out constantly. I'd been getting lots of signs, seeing 1212, 2121 and 1111 a lot over the past couple of weeks. Eventually it felt right last night, I was a little bit worried because it was mercury retrograde, but I couldn't see anything on Insta/website/booklet about that so I went ahead.
I burned the candle and followed the instructions perfectly, the chant felt amazing I could feel my third eye and felt very calm and got into it easily. I left the candle overnight with me in my bedroom as I was scared about leaving it alone, but I did struggle to sleep a little bit with the light and crackling! I eventually got to sleep, had some weird dreams, but woke up feeling terribly anxious and down. All my triggers were coming to me, and intrusive thoughts. I still feel rubbish now :(
My question is, is this normal/okay? I feel sad and worried that I messed things up because others said they felt calm and secure and much better after burning Halo, but I feel the same/worse. I let it burn for 11 hours total but blew it out before my boyfriend got home from his night shift. There's still half the candle left, so I can do it again but want to make sure I am not doing anything wrong. Thanks in advance for your help/support 💖
I thought it was just me. I was going to make a post and ask a question. After my Halo I feel like I’m in a funk and extremely exhausted. All I can do is sleep. I’m super drained.
My halo finished around 3 am this morning and I also suffer from anxiety as well as depression. This morning I woke up in the worst funk ever. I feel so down and out when I was doing so well. I hope this is it purging out of me.