The After | The Conjure

Ok so last night was the blood moon. I couldn’t wait for it! Everything I’ve done has come to fruition slowly but surely I didn’t mind it at all about the timing. I noticed that it was time to do my ritual the moon starting changing into its phases. So, I pulled out my 1st sun altar manifest all desires and Ahari candle. Then I pulled out my crystals to align with my work. Now I gotta keep it 100. I ended up buying from another website (the crystals) citrine, obsidian, rainbow moonstone, clear quartz, and pyrite. (I missed the pyrite stone from LALA last sale so I didn’t get a chance to get one). Now when I received the crystals I noticed that when I open the box i immediately felt drained so I had to figure out why I’m feeling this way. Come to find out whatever stone it was causing me to be too sensitive and I had to cleanse them. So I’m rushing to do all this thinking I know what I’m doing.“Ok now I’m ready. Light the Ahari candle set my crystals which I only used Obsidian and Pyrite. Realizing I didn’t need my altar because its not the day to use it. Ok took the altar back and used my Ahari candle crystals and offering (water). As I go into my chant again I started feeling drained as I’m fighting thru saying my chant I became weak. Like WTF . I couldn’t go on with my ritual because it was to intense. I had to lay down and immediately fell asleep. I woke up disappointed tired upset because I was looking so forward to it. When I got up I had to do some googling because I’m still learning and want to become better. Come to find out that got damn pyrite stone was to strong after I cleanse it and caused all that draining. Before I went to sleep I still had it on my table and that’s why I woke up with so much mixed emotions. Then with LALA’s energies already set in my home it was too much going on and I didn’t ground myself properly. Yeah fucked around and found out. I only purchased the crystals from a website anything else Will be LALA. I knew well not to mix other energies that don’t align with my work or other spiritual workers work but, that one damn near took me out. I bet I want do that again. LALA is the only spiritual conjurer I can except in my presence and that’s on PERIOD!