I recently used this candle on myself and since then I have realized that some of my family is holding me back from what I want to accomplish. The life I want is not in the city and state I’m in. When the opportunity arised for me to leave and be with a guy that worship the ground I walked on I allowed my family to talk me out of not going. Why because I’m the only caretaker of my grandma. I’m going to be real I have been a caretaker, babysitter since I child I would baby sit at the age of 10 others kids while they lived their life. Guess what the kids I baby sat are now parents and living their life and I’m still the go to in my family and I hurt the person that when I say worshiped the ground i walked on he truly did. Me personally didn’t ever think I was worthy of that love and was afraid. He was my biggest supporter and cheerleader. But I swear there is a generational curse over my family to the point that I didn’t want him to meet them even though he did at one point. My family is toxic and that includes my mom. But my mom will now do what she can although I’m almost 40 with no kids. She literally don’t want me with this guy and although him and I haven’t spoke in years. But since lighting the candle I have literally stopped being that go to even stopped talking to my brother because he is a lier and why lie to me he has the most disrespectful kids ever to the point they swat surrounding the house and I said I got to gtfoh. I have a few months to pay my car off and I plan on moving when I do. It’s like I’m opening a new door and ready to start my life for me. I don’t care how anyone view me anymore I can’t be that person anymore. It’s a oh well thing to me now I’ll do what I can but I’m 7 out of 37 grandkids and I’m the only one that stepped up. I took care of my grandad until his death my aunt until her death my aunt husband until his death now my grandma. But when will I take care of me and that is what I swear this candle made me realize. Yall these candles is literally about to set things off for me. Idc about what anyone thinks anymore heck look what I lost but didn’t gain
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When I tell you, this is a resemblance of my life and being a caretaker to my family and a nurse on top of it, can be underwhelming. We are conditioned to believe we have to pour ourselves and be the martyr for other people. And I cannot say this without tears coming to my eyes: you are doing the one of the most profound things of breaking a generational curse by honoring your own self. Family will be one of the most difficult group of people to respect your boundaries. You have to start living for YOU! I affirm all will work out to your HIGHEST good! Asè!